What Happened This Week!?

So tomorrow is Friday and I realized that 4/5 days of this week have been chalked up as "off" days. Good news is that I didn't do anything stupid like binge eat and say, "To hell with this!", and feed my face like I used to. I had smart choices. And I know I can wish for my transformation from crazy binge eater/no control to cool/calm/collected eater to be instantaneous, but let's face the facts. That won't happen. As Billy says, "You may stumble along the way but then you reach that curve and you start cruising. And when you're cruising, you're moving."

I did set up a 12 week goal for myself which I started on January 18th. So this Sunday I'll be 10 weeks out. I haven't decided how intense I'll take it, but those of you who did the SOS competition diet know how crazy it gets! I'll have you know that to this day I'm scarred for life of eating broccoli or green beans with just chix. My gag reflex kicks in just thinking about it! Luckily I have the time to prepare veggies in main dishes now and I'm getting my whole family to eat them!

I haven't been on the scale in a week and don't want to get on it until next Wednesday (the day I do my normal weekly weigh-ins). I've been PMSing incredibly bad for the past week, week and a half despite the fact that I haven't gotten my cycle! Not like that's news for me. But the fact that I did all this leg work and then don't get it!? That ticks me off! lol I also know I'm holding a good amount of water weight because of the extra food I've eaten the past 4 days.

I have no idea what else I was going to say, I'm actually getting tired (yay!) and forgot. I do know that I have two more days this week to end on a positive note and I'm going to strive to do just that.

Tomorrow is finally a rest day! I haven't had one in almost two weeks! My body is exhausted and constantly sore. I can't wait for the lazy day!